if mekubal is writing something

his is trying to express his inner feelings

so never ever change any text

that he is writing because it is kadosh for you

i mean saint- if you change the text

you don't have the right impression what

the mekubal wants you to get

so what i was saying that i know a girl which is a kabbalist and she is 23 years old and she was gone out of egypt when she was 20 years old and when she is talking to me i understand from the way she says that and from specific accent of her saying something from the torah for example i under-stand exactly what she wants to say to me 'and what she mean

she is like talking to my soul and my soul knows what she is talking and i like recognize her sayings in my soul

and that the way kabbalists are talking to each other!

do not change those words do not erase them!

the kabbalists are not old people

there are many kabbalists which are young because their soul is mature and not their body simple people do not understand that